It’s been a while since I’ve written anything and I’ve really been going back and forth in my head as to what to write about, whether it be what’s new with Fragrance Cafe’ or my personal life adventures 🙂 or, my spiritual journey.
Well, many of you can probably tell that I’ve chose the Spiritual Journey.
To fill you in a little; my hubby and I joined ourselves to a new ministry after being loyal members of another ministry for about 12 years. This happened after God began to show some things that He wanted us to know concerning His Kingdom, Kingdom Living, and the true function of a ministry.
As He began to reveal some things to us, it became evident, although not comfortable, that it was time for us to get ready to leave this particular ministry. We stayed before God concerning this matter because after all, I was spiritually born in this particular ministry.
OK, fast forward, at the beginning of this year The Father began to speak through His prophets concerning His Will for us and what it is that He has in store for us as well as what He wants to do through us. All year long He confirmed and reconfirmed all that He started speaking at the beginning of the year, and now He is speaking some things to me that are new.
It’s funny how when you receive a word from the Lord through one of His Prophets, you get that feeling of “uh oh, so, that is God and I’m not crazy” or some may call it a feeling of confirmation. At the beginning of the year The Lord began to tell my husband and I that He is going to restore us. Then He said it again, and again, and again for a total of six times. I’m thinking to myself, “when God tells you something concerning your life, you feel honored that He would speak to you. After all I’m speaking of The Creator of The Universe.” The fact that God would send 6 different people who don’t know each other, or me and husband, to say “I’m going to restore you” you tend to not only be convinced, but if there is any gratitude in you at all worship should flow from your lips like a fountain.
Then one day a lady came to me and said “yes, you are a prophetic psalmist.” I was like oh God, please don’t do this…why is it that we always feel unworthy, when God has deemed us worthy?….She began to tell me how God knows that I’ve been holding back and that He didn’t want me to hold back anymore. She said “Apostle already knows, he’s just waiting for you to come to him so, you need to be obedient and go.” So, I did, I went to my Apostle and told him what had been said to me and he said “yes, I knew it the first day you took the pulpit, I’m just sad that it hasn’t been cultivated before now, but its there and don’t worry, we’re watching and we’re with you.”
Since the first time the prophetic word was spoken about me moving in the realm of the prophetic, God continues to confirm over and over that this is what He wants for me. I’m so honored and in awe of God right now. I continue to say “yes Lord, be it unto me as You have spoken, I accept the call.” I continue to ask God to bind my ear to His voice. I continue to worship Him with my life, and learn and study how I can be a blessing to others. Just when you think you’ve got it all down, God says “Behold, I shall do a new thing!”